My Dream Last Week
[d1noli @ Tuesday, July 27, 2004]
I seriously think I'm psychotic. (I just have a knack of hiding this fact to the rest of the world.) Why else would I have the kind of dreams I have?
I'm sure you all remember the one where I was trying to watch a Betamax tape of the Wizard of Oz only to treated instead to Whoopi Goldberg naked and performing unspeakable acts. Or how about the one where I dreamt of a guy robbing a bank in an Elvis outfit and mask who was later killed and revealed to be Jesus Christ?
Just last week, I was struck with another one of these weird psycho dreams. What started off as your typical porn dream with 4 cute guys going at it like rabbits suddenly turns to a scene where two women are being skinned alive by doctors. Now what kind of perverted mind do I have that I am able to dream this kind of stuff? Why in the hell did it go from horny-happy to sadistic-horror? Yes, only in the twisted psyche of moi can you get this.
Dreams are supposed to be manifestations of your repressed feelings and experiences. So what are my dreams telling me?
The floor is now open for interpretation.
Valentine's Day '03
[d1noli @ Tuesday, July 27, 2004]
On this day
when hearts aflutter
in tender anticipation
of the intimacies to come
I lose myself
in deepest of thoughts
wondering where paths
would have brought me
Had I not met you
My destiny
unequivocally altered
under the loving bask
of your sweetest presence
Thus by choice
this heart stays true
to the natural communion
our lives have built to exist
Together unending
Quitting Time
[d1noli @ Tuesday, July 27, 2004]
I wrote this on 10/09/02 and thought I would share with everyone...
Quitting Time
Like the clicking of keys,
my heart beats in anticipation
for our next meeting together.
I take a moment's pause
from this long papertrail hike
and fill my thoughts of you.
Underneath florescent skies,
beyond this computer-glare sunset,
I patiently wait for your call.
It marks my journey's end
from this mountain climb of work
so I can head back home.
TV shows
[Cocooned @ Sunday, July 25, 2004]
I just found out that The Amazing Race 5 is on!!! Unfortunately they put it on a bad time slot at CBS: Tue 10 PM. Who on earth stays up that late????? Good thing I still remember how to program the VCR.
Have you heard of the comedy Arrested Development? That show's hilarious!!! One of the best I've seen in a while, and it's one of the three shows I record. The third one, by the way, is Star Trek Enterprise. I heard they gave the crew one more season, but were told this would be the last.
And so the drama continues....
[d1noli @ Friday, July 23, 2004]
*Sigh*
Where to begin. The day has just gone from bad to worse. Not only did I end up leaving at work late (I just got back and it's almost 8pm) but I was greeted with the most wonderful of emails. Turns out that one of the positions I was applying for (and hoping to be my ticket out of Miseryville) has just become a dead end. This was after the fact that I was told by the Hiring Manager that my qualifications were exactly what she was looking for.
I really wish they hadn't kept my hopes up. Now I'm really depressed. GEEEZ.
So here's the rejection letter I got...
Oliver,Thank you for your interest in the Communication Development Consultant position at Sears Roebuck and Co. The Hiring Manager has carefully reviewed your credentials. At this time, your background and experience does not meet our current needs. Best wishes, Recruitment and Staffing SEARS
Quitting sure does look more and more appealing.
Grafitti is grafitti, in any language
[rgucci @ Friday, July 23, 2004]
Kenneth, where art thou?
[rgucci @ Friday, July 23, 2004]
Three down and one to go.
Kenneth, get your wannabe German ass here. I want a
ksee in the list of contributors. I dunno if it's just me, but have you guys realized how cool our IDs are?
cbs
d1noli
ksee
rgucci
I mean, no lamers like
neo or
brad or God forbid,
kylie.
Work Sucks
[d1noli @ Thursday, July 22, 2004]
Okay. Might as well get the ball rolling here with my random thought for the day...
I was driving with Mark to work and during the whole time I was deep in thought. That's a bad thing for me since 1) I don't like to think and 2) I don't usually have anything to think about that early in the morning (other than porn of course).
Today, my thoughts centered around work and how badly I was wanting to quit. I know. I know. You hear me complain about work about every other second you spare me, but recently my feelings about the job have been so bad that I am seriously considering quitting no matter what the consequences are.
For a guy who demands structure in his life, wanting to quit with no plan at all is tantamount to heresy. It's that bad. I sound like a whiner but it REALLY is that bad.
We just got through another round of layoffs so morale is at an all time low everywhere. And that's not the end of it either. Here recently, we have been forced to attend weekly meetings that focuses on our structure and how we can better streamline processes (translation: we're determining how we can get rid of our organization). I feel like a pig planning out his slaughter with the butcher.
I AM SO SICK OF ALL THIS!
I'm beginning to think that I'm not meant for corporate America. The problem is, what am I meant for then? If I can't be happy in the field I thought I would be happy at then what's the point of wanting to go to another field? Wouldn't I just be making another mistake? Dancing the dance as someone once quoted to me.
So here I am back to thinking about all this. And frankly, I have a splitting headache.
Wow, an online logbook!
[CBS @ Thursday, July 22, 2004]
Wow, an online logbook! Kewl! Keep the updates coming!
Thank You For The Invite
[d1noli @ Thursday, July 22, 2004]
I'd like to thank the academy for this distinguished honor....
[rgucci]
Is it better to comment this way? Or not a comment, more of a reaction. Like it's part of the post.
I wonder if the author's name will change when I post this?
In the beginning was the word...
[rgucci @ Thursday, July 22, 2004]
I just realized how lame it was to start with a test message.
So it starts here, and hopefully ends somewhere far away.
Kudos to us.
Wow, this post is a really trimmed down and edited version of the original draft, isn't it? Knowing you, you probably planned on describing unspeakable sexual acts.
[Interpretations? That's hard (misinterpretations welcome)...
We are going to need more information about important details. Like, was this a wet dream? And if it was, how did you wash the stains off the sheets? Or does it bother you at all?
Yeah. I did trim it up a bit, didn't I? I just felt that going into detail would be pointless. After all, who wants to hear the details about a porno that turns sadistic?
[And the answer is no, it wasn't a wet dream. Isn't it true that one cannot get wet dreams if they get some [pootie-tang] regularly? I know I hadn't had one ever since marriage.
As far as the stains on the sheets. Well, I'm guilty as charged. They are pretty stained...WITH BLOOD. GwahahahahahaH!
Yes, really weird dream... let me ask some questions about it:
[1) You described the guys as "cute" but you didn't describe the women. Do you remember details about them?
2) Why FOUR guys???
3) Were the doctors the same as the guys in the first scene?
4) Did you feel that you knew any of these characters in your dream?
My interpretation for now: you're into S&M.
Maybe Chris, our resident Pscyho major, can offer a better reading....
Ken,
1) The women were beautiful. Model-like. Big boobs. Blonde long hair.
2) I don't know why 4 guys. I don't have any control of my dreams. It did make for a good orgy though.
3) No, the doctors we're different. They were clearly older men. Also, they didn't look evil or anything. They looked like normal doctors and while they were skinning these women they were acting like it was some ordinary operation. No one was acting like a demented person.
4) Did not know the people at all. Although I wouldn't have minded knowing the guys.
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